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The reason? Because I got the official notice that I`m accepted in the University of Forestry and I don`t wish to have the Student`s Apartment.
Man, sometimes I really cannot understand why do the old ones get so asshurt over the matter of my wish that I will not have the Apartment because it`s too late for me to ask for one. Besides, they are really expensive (in average it`s between 80 and 144 €) and I`ll have another home on the other side of my country, in the village where one of my friends is having her own little garden, which will be excellent in my work as well as I`ll return home just to sleep. As for places of study, I had visited my future college and the building has a really nice spot in the 2nd floor that is meant for silent studies as well as there are libraries ... and just pretty nature around the facility, almost in the style of Portal 2, only replace the wheat field with the vast forest. 
So yeah, when the time comes (and tomorrow will begin my last week of these holidays. Man, it was great while it lasted 
), my internet life will be virtually extinguished, since I cannot afford Internet everywhere around here and I`ll not be allowed to return to my home again. From 1st October onward, I warn you in advance, I`m virtually dead on the Internet, as my real life will take the full effect on me.
), my internet life will be virtually extinguished, since I cannot afford Internet everywhere around here and I`ll not be allowed to return to my home again. From 1st October onward, I warn you in advance, I`m virtually dead on the Internet, as my real life will take the full effect on me.I just wish for all of you to not forget me when I`m dead on the Internet ... and that my dad`s old-assed mind finally accepts my decisions. Besides, I can ask for the Apartment in December/January ... but I sure know that once I`m out of my current home (where I have my laptop and my PC) then he will be damn happy that I`m gone ... possibly for good, just like GLaDOS.
</span>Moved on from here to Discord and Steam
You all might´ve noticed by now that I´ve not been here for absolute YEARS (heck, my last Journal Update was in 2018 for cryin´ out loud, that´s before entire COVID-related madness that has unfolded for all of us as well as this new super-confusing Eclipse layout that dA is flustering itself with!) and, as a first thing to say, I´m really terribly sorry about it all. Real life has been more wild than seas are after a supervolcano eruption and due to all sorts of new stuff that had come even before 2020 hit us all in the mouth like a ton of bricks, the most significant ones being getting the then-brand new laptop, getting myself a Discord account profile as well as undergoing all good and bad things associated with being a newbie on another website and managing to get the sequel to SoM, called SoW (Shadow of War; mentioned it here because last deviations I´ve posted and talked about are of SoM), DeviantArt was put behind and slowly drifted away from my sight as years went by and I
As another year of my life passes
I admit, I don`t feel much better or worse than in the previous year when I wrote the entry as I was 23 years old for the 1st time, but this doesn`t mean that I`m better off than that year as well. Not only did doctors found out that I have an autoimmune disease that is slowly destroying my thyroid gland (and thus dooming me on taking supplements for thyroid hormones for the rest of my life), thanks to binge-playing Shadow of War and interacting with other players of this game that I became friends with as well as with the creators of it themselves via Twitch chat, I`m not in here as much as I used to be (as well as losing some very good frie
Welp, just going here to tell you this
I wish you all fine ladies and gentlemen, lurkers, pals, fandom-users, gamers and pretty much everyone on the Internet that is good and likes to make people`s day a sweet and healthy Happy New Year of 2018!
Terribly sorry that I still didn`t reply to many messages and checked many images (as well as made them) because real life is really busy here and I`m mostly active on other websites, thus this account is becoming more of a backup-one than anything else. No worries, like the tagline says, I`m still here and no matter how long might I miss, I promise you all to return from time to time to check what you guys posted up and wrote up for both
My home in a horror-dimension - a dream journal
I know, I know, I didn`t write a journal in MONTHS by now, but what could I even write about in the 1st place aside the reason for my absence and my lack of doing arts before this dream gave me an excuse? Most of you already know about my own efforts in making a living as well as searching wth to do with my life in next years, as I`ve told some of you already (like warrior1944 (https://www.deviantart.com/warrior1944)) and thus repeating all of this again would be kind of void. With this out of the way, let`s just jump over to the dream, which took place in my home apartment in its entirety (at its newest renovation with new wardrobes and having the main living room be all open
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Well, like my dad always tells me. You young ones need to spread your wings and fly. cant live life with the flock forever.