Ok, it`s been really a while since I had written a new journal, but well, how can you blame me when real life is just being so dang plain? The sun is still shining high above the sky, people are rushing `round and `round, electricity in expectation of the coming of schools and high schools is rising and in the main square of my city we have a shower party again where everyone is invited. Too bad I had to take care of some real life business first before I refreshed myself in the shower as well, mainly concerning my library membership (yes, I had visited the library again. Mad? LOL but really, that was a huge nostalgia rush, since I last visited it 2 years ago ... and yes, Ukuli, the library has a bunch of books stored in how to draw cartoony things, this also including mangas, as well as it has enough balls to legitimately have a copy of Mein Kampf, Communistic Manifesto and the manga version of Twilight on borrow as well! Truly a library every single other library should be basing itself upon, being so politically undecided as well as incorrect because it also stores political jokes in its bowels, one of them even being made into a huge comic series spanning 3 whole books~) and the fact that tomorrow my brother will have his 25th B-Day. Gotta get ready for it in secret, he he he! But well, the real life is not really concerning me when it comes to the entire thing (even though I`m kind of worried for my future, since I failed the college and thus I have to get ready for a debt that can chain me for the rest of my life as well as the overall disapproval of my family and friends on high positions like I`m the world`s biggest failure. You better believe that it hurts more than anything because I`m dead-honest here and being raised under a notion that failure is not an option ... yeah, you can see why am I really having issues whenever someone brings my education life in light. I just don`t want to be seen as a scum of society because I failed ... and I better stop before I go into a venting rant) and so it really shouldn`t concern this journal as well. What does concern me (and is the theme of this journal as well) as well as some notable people that will be mentioned in this journal is a really bizarre dream I had today at 10 a.m. before I had fully awoken. For starters, did you ever had a dream that: ends with an escape from the giant shopping mall with 2 floors via a black SUV-like car media.ed.edmunds-media.com/hon… exiting from the mall`s underground parking lot media-cdn.tripadvisor.com/medi… while it was already nighttime in the city ... while both myself (or my dreamsona rather) and the 3 companions of mine (that escaped the mall) are buck naked? having myself being the only human while the other 3 (approximately 3, since I don`t remember others much, one of which was left at the shopping mall) "people" were actually androids with their real exteriors looking like this static.comicvine.com/uploads/o… , but being covered in such lifelike fake skin and clothes that they were downright impossible to differentiate from other humans both outside and inside, like I had imagined Hubots when Ukuli described them to me? had us 5 (me, 3 Hubots, 1 "special guest") living in the same area as I`m living currently in real life, only with more rooms, just to then go to the nearby cash dispenser situated between the entrance and exit of another underground parking lot (that belonged to the apartment) and then having me and 2 others laugh out loud because beyond the entrance door right beside the cash dispenser, a robot-like snoring was heard that sounded really hilarious for some reason?... Yeah, this is what I had dreamt and they (dreams) actually started with me only at the corner shop where I was casually chatting with Ashley (?) the cashier, which was wide (aka fat ) and was wearing a yellow apron with pink flowers on it, but had a really pleasant personality. One of the questions was about the robots as well and as an answer, she told me that she hated robots with passion, them being murderous machines with no personality whatsoever. I just grinned, bought some orange juice and went out, only for the dream to black out and then fade in at the place where I had met the other 3 companions/Hubots for the 1st time (apparently the car was theirs and they were hiding near a big blackened building that looked like 3 rectangles stacked on top of each other, kind of like this thing www.healthnews.nchealthplans.c… - what is bad though is that I knew this building from one of my previous dreams, since there was only one road leading to it and the surroundings were overgrown with eerily familiar shrubbery and trees these 3 were hiding within) and like a sensible person, I assisted them in their escape, even if I felt deep inside that they were not humans, no matter how human-like they looked. The 3 Hubots in question were:-> Emily, a Hubot of my size (I`m a small apple and she was a bit bigger than me, but not much) who was cheery, optimistic and had random, but good sense of humor, whose outer appearance literally mimicked lilttemiss`s Erika with LilCutieBunny`s Elena`s hair (heck, I can suspect that Emily was the same size as Erika, thus now you know my persona`s size, lilttemiss ).-> Amy/Ashley(?), a Hubot resembling a cashier, but unlike the robo-phobic cashier, she was a sweet, gentle and kind bot who took care of Emily and myself after I had became great friends with her in advance. She had curly red hair and the face of a 50-year-old woman while when it comes to her width ... yeah, she was wide, but still some numbers thinner than the robo-phobic cashier that initially appeared in my dreams.-> Larry, the tallest (I reached only to his belly, legit! O_O) and the smartest Hubot who wore a businessman`s clothing all the time as well as having short black hair. He was the leader of the Hubot escape squad and was constantly giving advice to every single one of us.With that, my dream home was visibly more occupied, but since it had like 2 rooms, a storeroom and a giant hallway (the kitchen and the bathroom are too obvious as they are ), it thus had enough room for all 4 of us to live in (or at least, I thought it was just 4 of us. Just keep up with me, you`ll see why). The Hubots were so adapted to their life as actual humans in every single way possible that they mimicked humans perfectly (kind of like Bishop from Aliens - avp.wikia.com/wiki/Lance_Bisho… ) and even had their own roles in the household as well, Emily being my companion and Amy/Ashley being the house cook. At that point the dream blacked out, just to then reappear ... in my own back yard in the late evening, where Emily and myself had uncovered something new while being on the walk around the back yard with the other 2 Hubots (they didn`t knew the new environment after all ) in order to take home. And that something ...... was Springtrap itself. Yeah, Springtrap appeared in my dreams in all its macabre glory!
What is funny though is that it was quite literally hiding behind the big concrete pillar that was situated behind this very building www.delo.si/assets/media/pictu… and once Emily uncovered it, it came to life, snarling in a menacing way. I kind of felt sorry for it myself, but not much else, while Emily fell for it, embracing it and then playing hide-and-seek with it. Both Amy/Ashley and Larry then persuaded me and Emily to go back home, at which point Emily allowed Springtrap to go with us and take residence with us as well - it took the storeroom as its living quarters and it wasn`t too willing to come out until nighttime, kind of like that infamous homeless woman living in the cupboard of someone else`s home. As a personality, Springtrap was, in short, a world-class snarker and a jerk to rule them all. Believe me when I say that it literally tried to make us all hate him as much as we could, but falling short since everyone except Emily (who had absolutely loved him, even with this altitude), including me/my dreamsona (I dunno because no one called me by name in this dream), were completely indifferent towards him. Heck, as much as I remember, I only approached it in the final part of the dream, which took place in a giant shopping mall after the "cash dispenser incident" (where myself and Emily laughed our asses off while Larry and Amy/Ashley were looking somewhere else. Springtrap was not there in that part) ... and after I saw Ashley the cashier (yes, she appeared again) take Amy/Ashley the Hubot into the dressing room with purple curtains www.thegatheringplaceatpinetop… , which prompted me to run there and stop the cashier before she could beat the absolute life out of the poor kind Hubot (heck, at that point Amy was so shaken when she finally managed to go outside the dressing room thanks to me that even Larry hugged and comforted her together with Emily (which was kind of obvious by itself, but well ... gotta keep the details up ). Springtrap didn`t give a slightest damn about that, it was just watching the people at the ground floor, since the shopping mall looked like this guaranacam.com/wp-content/uplo… with a huge shop inside this area instead of hallways, like nothing happened ... where I also noticed that people downright ignored Springtrap, even if it looks like a freakin` robotic bunny from the outside!) ... and where I took an offensive defensive stance against the robo-phobic cashier, scolding her like nothing and defending Amy on my behalf while making an enemy out of the cashier (I regret nothing, especially in this dream. She was trying to kill the kind Hubot after all!). This is the time when my dream self had a question and had then obliged myself that instead of Larry or Emily (which were comforting Amy/Ashley the Hubot at that time, thus it realy wasn`t the time to ask them anything), I better ask the golden bunny itself, since from the outside, it already looked like it was in no state of working at all:
"Springtrap?"The golden bunny suit looked straight at me as I approached it.
"Do you think disabled robots still work?"It actually seemed to smirk a bit as I asked this, but before it could answer the question (and reveal to me what kind of voice did this thing have), the radio alarm immediately blared, alerting every single person in the shopping mall that "robots had invaded the mall". The cashier obviously managed to get away after Amy did and alerted the administration of the mall ... and since the mall literally had a No Robots Allowed sign on the entranceway, we all knew we were risking it all. Once this was over, the windows crashing was heard and immediately every single one of us except Springtrap started to run as the majority of people attacked us all (filthy robo-phobes ... and no, Springtrap was not attacked. In fact, it was pretty amusing for it to see both myself and the 3 Hubots getting attacked like nothing), but couldn`t follow us down the escalators image.made-in-china.com/2f0j00… that first led to the ground floor and then to the basement floor where a way to the underground parking lot was. I was the last one on the line, but after I stepped out of the escalator, I remembered the bunny and looked upwards at it as it was fighting with some people who dared to attack it. Cue this moment that I remembered the most:
"Springtrap!!"Even if it didn`t even look at me, it immediately got what I meant and then it screamed to me in a really creepy ethereal voice:"Leave me!"I was downright shocked when I heard that and I tried to say something to persuade it to follow, but it then just casually looked at me from above and hissed this before turning around in order to face what was coming through the broken windows:"I prefer it that way."Seriously, my face turned from worried to sad for real in that instant ... and yet I was still brave enough to just let him go. At that point, my sleeping self felt the same sadness as my dreamsona did in every single sentence and it was borderline heartrending, even if that is the Animatronic with a bloody child killer`s body inside itself we`re talking about in here. My dreamsona just said this before turning around and running:
... alright. At least be a distraction for a while."and once she/I was running, she/I then murmured more to herself than to anyone else:
"Damn, Springtrap~ you`re just ... so handsome ... and so brave~"after which the dream`s PoV shifted onto Springtrap again, being surrounded with black special forces soldiers aiming assault rifles with incinerating ammo at it from all around the shopping mall`s 2nd floor. The golden bunny suit only said this before the dream finally faded to black and returned back to the PoV of myself and other 3 Hubots who were on the run:"I`m so hideous ..."The final dream sequence actually ends with the aforementioned car escape and takes place in the underground car park ... and this is where both myself, the 3 Hubots and a bunch of pursuing robo-phobic people that appeared right in front of us were all butt naked for some reason, but that was much worse for Hubots because with their clothes gone, they betrayed themselves fair and square with their white protective shells being plainly visible on their torsos, kind of like in here, as demonstrated by pixichi`s Heleana undressing, only instead of protective white shell, she (Heleana) has springs and gears inside herself:
Myself and other people, we really didn`t mind the fact we were all naked at all, just for me to get us all out from the car park while for pursuing people capturing the Hubots and shut them down for any price taken was their absolute goal. The leader of these robo-phobic people was a tall muscular man with dark body hair and he was actually running towards us much faster than any other person ... in fact, he ran so fast, he managed to catch Amy/Ashley the Hubot and attack her ... with a bloody French kiss. No worries, after that the dream slowly blurred out and once I saw that the escape was complete, the dream finally blacked out ...
... and I woke up with an utter "WTF?" expression on my face which swiftly turned into "That was bloody awesome!" one. LOL :,D
So yeah, this is pretty much it ... and yeah, if I had mentioned you all by name, it means that those dreams literally had you all featured in there, thus be proud that you had impacted your life so much (especially you, lilttermiss - congrats on your Core membership! :,D) and as for deviations, I mean absolutely nothing bad with them, fellow artists. Just take it as a compliment that your art is so great, it deserves to be featured in here Again, my apologies for this long-ass story, but it just had to be told, so that you too don`t forget it as well as myself ... for the future if I decide to draw some art based on this dream, he he he